Send Packing

Holy shit, au revoir childhood. So Monday is first day of college, and the first day of the rest of my life. To be honest this scares the shit out of me. The only goal I've ever had in life is to try to be happy by doing what I always do, now I know there is something more to go for, but what. I've had an amazing girlfriend for the past two months, whom I partially blame not updating this here blog on. There will no doubt be some strain on our relationship from my 12 hour school days 4 days a week, but I refuse to not make it work. My band just keeps getting better so I have no complaints there just excitement. All in all my life is looking pretty great I just need to keep up with it and make sure I don't miss it. Anyway its a sad day, but I'm optimistic because life is a beautiful thing like that, my guesses are always wrong.

Strawberry Fields Forever

Wow, life can be surprising sometimes, I honestly don't even know where to begin. I have an amazing girlfriend, and I'm sure I'll look back on this post callously one day just cause I wrote that, regardless shes sick. I'm going to LCCC next year, oh boy, but atleast I don't have to pay for school. Musically I'm just trying to express this everything thats bottled up inside me, not an easy task in the least, but I have some great people to do it with still. The Manhattan Project is starting to go a new direction, but I'm really glad with it. Not a whole lot more I can say, just continue hurdling on through this bliss that I'm sure I'll remember forever, as a great summer. And now...








































Flyer provided courtesy of Tyler Daniel Zosky.

Heres to Life

So things are pretty great right now, see how it goes I guess. I feel bad that I'm this happy and some people are still climbing up the shit pile. In other news I'm offically a graduate of the Emmaus High School, how cool. Summers on its way, exciting, theres alot of other shit I could sit here and type about, but for now I'm just gonna keeping moving. Peace out.

This Place is a Prision

So my mom is going nuts. Idk what it is about this time of a teenagers life that makes it fall into the stereotypes of parents vs children. I'm at the point where I just wish I had somewhere else to live, like I need out. On top of all this I was thinking about all the girls I let slip away, do to my own fuck ups, or just not being that cool I guess. I'm think I reall like someone right now and I don't want to fuck it up, I just hope the usual shit thats out of my hands doesn't become the reason another possible relationship is ruined...