Keep it up.

Friends mostly. Get that filler.

Trupp

Outspoken Sean

Max Snide-er

Denny's Menu

You heard the man.

It's been a good week

Here's some recent pictures that I need to get around to posting.

a little reprieve.

optimism.

desolate.

Lolcats soda >_>

Sodas with some bros.

The HamFam old stand by.

Weird picture of me at ma...I mean perk.

Metamorphosis

Breathing.

Getting mad art.

glowing.

Happy valentine's day.

BLACK ROSE

Snapped some ace shots of the new store at SOUTH MAUL.

food for thought.

this looks like an anus ( ]*[ ), that is all.

DUH-DUH-DOUBLE POST!

This ones way better as well--a little while ago while bingeing on (legally obtained) Sega Dreamcast games, I had the opportunity to witness some HXC PCB jamming. Unbeknownst to them I managed to preserve the awesomeness and put it on the internet for all of you, enjoy.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=ZAOTBPL6

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=IIPXI9BS

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=01I88S12

I named all the tracks myself off of the impression they gave me, you're welcome to rename them as you see fit--also heres an album cover I whipped up.

Fuck it, change in direction.

I'm gonna do some stuff a little differently now, since I have a webcam on my laptop at my disposal and little else. Things have been good, cold weather anxiety sucks, other than that though good. Got a lot to look forward too, for now heres this...

Relaxing a bit, before education season.

Found all of my legos, this guy was still intact.

My super clever and witty halloween costume, next year I'll be college know-it-all-ism.

An average lunch in the life of a LCCC scholar, hey its brain food.

Send Packing

Holy shit, au revoir childhood. So Monday is first day of college, and the first day of the rest of my life. To be honest this scares the shit out of me. The only goal I've ever had in life is to try to be happy by doing what I always do, now I know there is something more to go for, but what. I've had an amazing girlfriend for the past two months, whom I partially blame not updating this here blog on. There will no doubt be some strain on our relationship from my 12 hour school days 4 days a week, but I refuse to not make it work. My band just keeps getting better so I have no complaints there just excitement. All in all my life is looking pretty great I just need to keep up with it and make sure I don't miss it. Anyway its a sad day, but I'm optimistic because life is a beautiful thing like that, my guesses are always wrong.

Strawberry Fields Forever

Wow, life can be surprising sometimes, I honestly don't even know where to begin. I have an amazing girlfriend, and I'm sure I'll look back on this post callously one day just cause I wrote that, regardless shes sick. I'm going to LCCC next year, oh boy, but atleast I don't have to pay for school. Musically I'm just trying to express this everything thats bottled up inside me, not an easy task in the least, but I have some great people to do it with still. The Manhattan Project is starting to go a new direction, but I'm really glad with it. Not a whole lot more I can say, just continue hurdling on through this bliss that I'm sure I'll remember forever, as a great summer. And now...








































Flyer provided courtesy of Tyler Daniel Zosky.

Dinner at Eight in the Suburbs

I often times am really stoked on things that go on in my life, I do have the occasional feeling of inadequacy. I finally realize I need something substantial in my life. Now I just have to figure out what that is and how to achieve it. Not to mention the whole reminiscence of this time of the year, I will never step foot in a high school class again. I'm still not sure how that feels, but I am, atleast grateful for making it this far unscathed. In other news I'm having band practice at chris palmer's house on saturday, tryin out some second guitar-ing I suppose, we'll see how that goes. Note to self, do cooler things with your life and quit doing nothing.

Waggy

Well this weekend was pretty neat, prom was sorta what I expected and afterball was alot of fun. The show on friday was great, I may have had more fun there actually, but thats how life works out sometimes. I sorta wish my date would've been someone who I could've had a sitcom-esque night with and cuddled with lol, but once again how life works out you know? For now it looks like I'm really just waiting for the next big step in my life, I have no clue what that is, but I'm anticipating it. I still got music going for me, actually thats about it at this exact moment. I have pratice tomorrow and I feel more ready to play a show than I ever have. Thanks to dylan and chase for being the best possible band mates I could ask for. Thats really all there is to say right now, heres to good friends.

Shut Up

End of the years but a few weeks away, so I pretty much have no idea what is going on. I feel like this day would never ever come, and here it is. Home life is sucking a dick tho, constant arguing and fighting with my mother, being cut off from music for the most part, and watching my future stumble towards me. Its hard not to cut myself off and remain apathetic to deal with the tremendous fear I have of my future. If my life this far, feels this alone, I'm very frightened of the future. It feels like my life up until this point was merely training and attaining skills to deal with this, but how do I apply this to real life? Who the fuck knows, it appears that this is nothing more than a clumsy ritual repeated by teens throughout history. Now its is my turn, this ought to be interesting. Just a thought.

Emo

So life truly is a rollercoaster, you never know how you'll feel next. I as well as many people my age are pretty experienced in taking shit and moving on. Life continues etc. So with all this free time, I really only have one thing to dedicate it to, music, I'll probably begin work on the second manhattan project demo, which will be here whenever its done. Schools almost over then I gotta deal with the (semi) real world, hopefully summer will be decent atleast.

Give Me One Good Reason

So not much today, had mad fun last night and I'm glad everyone showed up, I'll make sure to do this more often. Today I practiced with chase when we woke up, then he had to leave so I took a nap and then had practice with dylan at 3. I know I talk about my band to much but everythings starting to look pretty good and I'm mad excited for it. So um here are some pictures I took from today or whatever...

Cacophony

So I figured I'd show my guitar throughout the years and how its changed as a dedication to how much I love it.
















One of the first shows I ever played...
















One of the worst shows I've ever played
















The 1-up Kids <3
















QT
















Might not mean much to anyone else, but to me its pretty much Beautiful, its like all my memories spilled out onto a shitty guitar. And yes that is a Hannah Montana sticker...

Lemmings

okkkkkkkkkkk, um slept all day, I feel mad shitty due to allergies and gay as flowers. Before sleeping all day tho I went to mas with andy, will, and rachel, it was pretty fun some creepy guy was checking me out the whole time. I'm looking forward to this weekend, should be a good combo of band stuff and hanging with friends. Right now I'm just working on songs so we can actually practice them all the way through at practice lol, so I'm gonna continue to work on that and I'll update later, peace out.

The Writing Process...

Stockholm Syndrome

I'm really bad at algebra...

Simplifying
5r2 + -35r

Reorder the terms:
-35r + 5r2

Factor out the Greatest Common Factor (GCF), '5r'.
5r(-7 + r)

Final result:
5r(-7 + r)

this helps tho.

Also not a whole lot of funny pictures, hoping for good weather, good friends, and more of this.